Sitting at Compass Point Starbucks with my green tea frappuccino and watching the world go by. It’s been a while since I had the chance to do this – to just sit down alone and daydream with my favourite drink.
I see people talking to each other happily in pairs or in threes and going about their daily activities with stride and I can’t help but heave a sigh. I’ve got no job and to be honest, I’ve lost hope in this “system”, whatever it may be. We are all fighting for full-time employment, especially us fresh graduates but almost no one is willing to give us the opportunity to gain experience first. I’m kinda at a loss with what to do with my life. Should I start a business or should I find my way to turn my interest a reality? I could start an animal assisted therapy centre (which is what I really want to do – helping people overcome their obstacles with my love for animals) but I doubt Singapore has that sort of industry. I can’t gain experience here in Singapore yet I don’t have the money to travel out of Singapore.
Just gonna stick with this temporary job for now. At least I’ve got some money coming in to help pay my monthly bills.
I’m really exhausted. Mentally, emotionally and physically exhausted. Need to get away for a holiday to my favourite destination off Thailand – Koh Lipe. Perfect for relaxing the mind and away from all the problems in our fast-paced urban society. Can’t wait to plunge into the waters to snorkel 🙂