As I write this post, I wonder to myself, “What exactly am I doing with my life?” To be perfectly honest, I have absolutely no idea. I recently started out at a new job as an executive, dealing with courses and exactly two weeks into the job, I fell sick. Sick for a week, and still not fully recovered yet. Took MC on a Monday, went back to work on Tuesday through Thursday and took MC on Friday. I’m sure my boss must be thinking that he probably hired the wrong person because I’m taking a long time to learn things. But that being said, I doubt I will be holding this job for long. I can’t see myself doing this in the long run.
Anyway, apart from starting work in the month of December – my mom, together with my entire extended family went to visit an uncle (and his family) in Australia. My brother went to Korea with his friends. That leaves me alone in a big house for at least two weeks. I’m thankful to have friends over to stay with me though. So life isn’t all that boring for me. It really sucks to be home alone over the December holidays, especially Christmas. To make things worse, I’m sick. With my mom and brother overseas during Christmas, it makes me feel sad and alone even though I have friends to count on to keep me company. Christmas is a time for the family to be together, not apart. This is the first time I’m spending Christmas alone with my friends, and without my family. Not a good idea at all, and certainly not what I expected for Christmas this year. I hope that 2014 will be a better year.